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Sunday, August 16, 2009


sometimes i wonder certain people are real...meaning,sincerely being nice when they are with you, or just a total pretence? They can be so close to you today, but the next day or the next week become a total different person? Am i just overly sensitive on my part? Why can't we continue from where we left off?

It becomes really difficult to make any friends at work...esp where i am right now.. the politics and the management is so bad, that sometimes saying certain things, without filtering them first will have your ass blasted like no body else's business...many a time, i had to keep my mouth shut, just to prevent myself from getting into such a situation.Can't everyone have their own point of view, without having to get into any serious situation? i mean , where is the liberty?

the people i once considered sincere.... i think i should start to watch what i do or say around them....nothing is the same anymore...do not be overly comfortable with people you hardly know....

totally disappointed...

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Friday, July 31, 2009


work sucks even more than wednesday...i dread work more and more each day...sometimes i wonder why some people just cannot keep their comments to themselves...and why do they want to poke their nose into everything they see?
i just want to do my work well, get paid, and be happy. and they just love to Tai chi everything to me.... work becomes so difficult to handle...i only have ONE ME....and i still have sales targets to hit...sighh....work totally sucks....

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Friday, July 10, 2009


i was reading through this article that my friend sent me. And i think i should share it with everyone. Learning to love each others' differences.


Embracing Imperfection

"When I was a little boy, my mom liked to make breakfast food for dinner every now and then. And I remember one night in particular when she had made breakfast after a long, hard day at work. On that evening so long ago, my mom placed a plate of eggs, sausage, and extremelyburnt toast in front of my dad.

I remember waiting to see if anyone noticed! Yet all my dad did wasreach for his toast, smile at my mom, and ask me how my day was atschool. I don't remember what I told him that night, but I do rememberwatching him smear butter and jelly on that toast and eat every bite! When I got up from the table that evening, I remember hearing my momapologize to my dad for burning the toast. And I'll never forget whathe said: 'Baby, I love burnt toast.'


Later that night, I went to kiss Daddy good night and I asked him ifhe really liked his toast burned. He wrapped me in his arms and said,'Andy, your Momma put in a hard day at work today and she's real tired. And besides-a little burnt toast never hurt anyone!'

You know life is full of imperfect things...and imperfect people. I'm not the best housekeeper or cook.

What I've learned over the years is that learning to accept eachother’s faults - and choosing to celebrate each other’s differences -are the one of the most important keys to creating a healthy, growing,and lasting relationship.We could extend this to any relationship in fact - as understanding isthe basis of any relationship, be it a husband-wife or parent-child or friendship!


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Friday, July 03, 2009


guess where i am gg tomorrow??????
haha i will update again!!

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Thursday, July 02, 2009


have you ever been in a cross road in life?
4 directions for you to take.
once you embark on one, it is difficult for you to choose another.
such that you will have to work very hard to make things work out.
career, relationship, family, friends, religion.
all these all linked.
making a decision will mean one of these factor will be affected.
i am in such a dilemma.
i wish i am so blessed, like others. (signs of envy, sigh)
if i make this decision, i will have to stick by it through all the hardship that comes along the way.

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Friday, June 26, 2009


me and my stupid big fat mouth.... it is all because of me, that's why this happened....
i should have kept it to myself.i should not have trusted anyone.no one.why did i even bother saying it out?why did i need to spread the news around?is there such a need?
i think i trust people too easily.always giving them a benefit of a doubt. trust need to be earned...not just given without inspecting them carefully....i think i should learn to be less trusting towards someone that i hardly know... then again... maybe no one... cos i have know the person for 3 years.i feel like crap right now. i wanted to confront the matter 2 weeks back.gutless me.sob.the only one you can trust is yourself and yourself alone.

no one else.

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Thursday, June 25, 2009



wow.... i watched Transformers 2 yesterday night. and i would say it was FANTASTIC! alot of actions and nice looking people..and damn cool Robots!!! hehe...I had to book the tickets like 4 days in advance...and still it was almost fully booked. impressed! and the thing is, there many time slot yesterday, like almost 2 theatre showing the same movie at the same time slot. I am glad i managed to catch it first hand, with my movie kakis =)))




the female lead is very pretty

believe it or not.. i only found out the difference btw autobots and the bad guys just yesterday
Transformers back in the good old days

Another long day at work...and this is just the beginning of it all.i have to bear for another 7 hours plus?hehe....jia you!

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Wednesday, June 24, 2009


This is my new dig...hahaa well it's been around for abotu 2 years.. but i just knew about it... this is a reallly funny show... few smart guys.. i would say extremely intelligent...their weird way of doing things....saying things....oh well.. should catch this...i would highly recommend this!




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Tuesday, June 23, 2009



Good afternoon to you! what a day...solving all the shitty problems again... anyway yesterday i went to gym for my body combat class. =) hehe... yesterday was a little special, it was the preview for Body Combat 40. woohooo.. pain but fun man... there are several kicking moves that i really enjoyed doing. esp kicks that are very "muay thai"...


now my body is aching all over... shoulders to my back... i am getting old...and i cannot deny that anymore... hahaa =(


as per promised i said i am gg to update my blog more often. and i did!


i would love to visit this place one day... the Salvador Dali Museum in Figueres, Spain




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Monday, June 22, 2009


55 words






THE ONLY CONSTANT THING IN LIFE IS CHANGE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SO I CONSTANTLY IMPROVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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i am finally back to my blog again.. after reading a few blogs.. i decided to blog today...hehe...i am work obviously... this is a weird time to be typing out an blog post... =) i am so missing all those lazy afternoons when i had nothing to do at all... but those were the days...when i can shop in the afternoons....oh well... i only can think about the past and reminisce on it...haha.a... unlesss ...(i'll let you know if it even happens)
been thinking about a few things in life ....
there are no need for tons of friends.just a handful...those are the ones that brings sunshine into your life... let me take my batch girls for example... i think for these 3 years...they have been constantly with me through thick and thin....no matter how shitty i am...they have been there....
i am glad they are in my life... hugs all you 4 girls...
was just browsing through corbis again... finally...again... i love corbis... found some favourite pictures...lovely... my indulgences......


ROBOTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


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Sunday, May 31, 2009


alot of things happened over the past few months.
bad...and good...interesting..and not interesting...


got addicted to shows like "How I Met Your Mother" and finished the whole season 1-4 in a mere 3 weeks....impressive or not..haaa..oh well...all good things have to end.. didn't expect that this show only have 4 seasons.


How i met your mother !!!! ROCKSSSS

let's talk abt good things..
ive met my friends.to take some time away from me..from thinking of stupid things...made my life more colourful....

Brunch at Riders Cafe...



Beer Fest Asia at Flyer

Met Life-Size Robot at Arab st...nice...made friends with him.

attended the long-awaited wedding of the year "VICTORINE'S and PK'S WEDDING"

games session at Mind's Cafe

Goofing ard in cute jacket
i guess that's all that happened during the last 2 months. will try to update more often =)))

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Friday, April 03, 2009


when you are at your lowest low low.....
then you will know who are the people who truly cares about you.....

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Wednesday, March 11, 2009


he wouldn't say "i love you".....

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Monday, March 09, 2009


how do i smile?
i just lost another opportunity...
a great big opportunity
i continue to persist....sigh

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Friday, March 06, 2009


maybe things aren't as wonderful as last time....
maybe situations ain't the best of all...
commitment is to make it work....
life was great having you around...
i guess you probably find it too hard to stay around..
all you need is a little bit more effort...
all i need was just a little bit more time...
but guess time has run out....and energy has been totally exhausted...
love yourself...that's the best you can do right now....
hang on.

going going gone 7:50 PM;

Friday, February 13, 2009


it is painful i know...but bear with it...give yourself some time....you will pull through this really tough period...maybe this is just a bad year for you...be positive and do not give up on yourself at this point in time...

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Tuesday, February 10, 2009


A decision made, whether it is bad or good..it does not matter..what matters is how you deal with it...blaming others or yourself is just wasting the time when you can fully ultilise it to better solve the issue.
somthing to ponder about....for it is good.

"Do not judge, or you too will be judged.For in the same way you judge others ,you will be judged,and with the measure you use,it will be measured to you."why do you look at the sawdust in your brother's eye and pay no attention to the plank in your own eyes?How can you say to your brother,'let me take the speck out of your eye ,'when all the time there is a plank in your own eye? You hypocrite, first take the plank out of your own eye, and then you will see clearly to remove the speck from your brother's eye. "

something that i encountered recently...that made me thing about the above verses...


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Friday, December 05, 2008


The year is coming to an end..December is finally here!i've been waiting for this month for the past year...not been an extremely fruitful year for me...but whatever it is.. i will thank God for all the good things that has happened to me for this past year...

  1. i will thank Him for giving me such a wonderful boyfriend...so caring..so loving..so forgiving...and always there for me..most importantly..laughing at my not so funny jokes...=)

  2. that everyone around me is healthy...

  3. being able to get a new job...not that it was a good move..but i am happy anyway

  4. starting a gym membership....finally....



  5. finally a wonderful christmas..



  6. friends who care and supports, encourages and loves me..




  7. many more....

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Monday, November 17, 2008


three months into my new career...nothing excites me now..nothing...oh well finding new things to bring out the joys in life..=)

anyway today was a good day with the girls..we did something good...something that will give us a peace of mind...felt so relieved after the whole thing...hahha..oh well...after that we went to geri's little sushi shop called iSUSHI at fortune centre...i love the "pregnant fish"...deep fried...so yummy...esp when it is dipped in mayonnaise..yums..the second thing is the tofu skin with crabstick mayo...and last but not least top it up with a glass of ice cold green tea to cool off from the heat..hehe nice...

tmr will be a day of new discoveries...i hope it is a good place...somewhere i can learn more and will at least be exciting...not sitting around doing nothing all day long... i can't waste my youth like that...i must fully utilise it...even when i am working...learning new things everyday...yepp yepp...

this picture just cracks me up whenever i am unhappy...heheheh


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